3.30.2015

THE HAPPIEST REASON...

Well, it's been almost 2 whole months since I have posted to this dear old blog. An emotional, sick, beautiful 2 months. In the past 2 months, I have cried, slept, and thrown up (gross, I know) more than any other period of time in my adult life. For someone who is generally never sick, not very emotional, and a huge night owl...it's been hard. I haven't felt like myself. I've cried to my incredibly supportive, caring, and amazing husband how sorry I am because I don't feel I've been able to be a wife. 

BUT...these have also been the most amazing, beautiful couple months of my life. Every time I got sick was just a reminder of this sweet blessing growing inside of me. 

A sweet, fellow preggo friend of mine sent me this today...
This is so absolutely true! Every miserable, nauseating, exhausting, overwhelming second has been so completely worth it. I've felt a twinge of guilt any time I've said that I was feeling bad or had any complaint because this is the greatest thing that has happened to me. And I wouldn't take back even one second of it. As envious as I may be of these people who have had perfect pregnancies with zero side effects, I wouldn't trade one part of the process that is leading me to motherhood.

Also, I am happy to say I am 13 weeks today and have officially entered in to the last week of my first trimester! It is amazing what a huge difference this has already made. I have felt SO much better this last week. I have to brag on my husband because he has been the best caretaker. Pretty much taking care of everything from cleaning up to cooking dinner while I laid in bed every night. Never complaining or having an attitude but just being so loving instead. I really hit the jackpot with this one, guys! So incredibly thankful for him. Hopefully now that I am feeling better I'll be able to take back over the wifey stuff. =)

That's really all that's been going on in my little world. Just wanted to put an update out there. Now that I have a little more energy, I should be blogging a little more. 



Right now I just feel really fat and uncomfortable in these pregnancy pics and HATE taking them. However I know at the end , I'll love having the whole thing documented. So there they are.